It's embarrassing to say this myself, but I thought I was serious and pure. I believed that because my only sexual experience had been with my husband, it was rare these days. But...but you see...my world changed after appearing in this work. I discovered parts of myself I didn't know. I wanted to actively change the monotonous sex life with my husband. Now, the frequency has increased from before, and I feel like we've moved past the monotony. So today. Today is the day of the second shooting for Raguzu TV. My heart is pounding with excitement, and I couldn't sleep last night. It's because the sexual pleasure experienced during the shoot was unforgettable. Secretly having sex with someone else...I've tasted this sense of taboo. Moreover, desires like 'I want to be on top' or 'I want to be thrusted hard from behind,' which I can't usually tell my husband, can be honestly conveyed here. When asked, 'What kind of sex do you want to have today?' I can say things like, 'I want more stimulating sex where I take the initiative.' Things that I would never normally say out loud. Now, I'm about to experience pleasure again through shooting. Seeing the man I'm with enjoying himself brings me joy. Just imagining it makes my cheeks relax naturally. Am I really a lewd woman? No...now I can honestly think that this is the real me.
