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Married for 10 years. Daughter is 7 years old. Husband will be 42 soon... He's three years older than me. My husband and I haven't had sex since I got pregnant. Until I found out, we did it every night. It escalated to ropes, blindfolds, handcuffs, car sex… anything and everything. But the path to heaven closed with my role as a mother. No matter how much I beg or curse, he won't insert it. He won't even lick. Even if I make him hard, he puts his pants back on without ejaculating. I deal with my burning sexual desire myself, handle the housework, and comfort myself. That's all I can do...