Work is fulfilling and I'm pretty busy every day, but during lunch breaks, I try to change my mood. It's the company culture that when you go out for lunch with colleagues or seniors, the conversation inevitably turns to love stories. Hearing about newlyweds or colleagues who are getting along well with their boyfriends makes me a bit envious. My relationship with the person I like is that we meet up after work and go drinking together, but it's always me who invites them. I want our relationship to take one more step forward, but I also wonder if they're not interested… Recently, I've been thinking about using being drunk as an excuse to invite them for something beyond just drinking. However, I'm not confident that I can successfully invite them. Although I thought I had age-appropriate experience, looking back, there are many things that make me wonder if this is okay. In AVs, male actors skillfully lead the girls, but I've never been led like that either. So… I decided to apply. I want to become a more experienced woman through sex with a male actor.
