Lately, things aren't going well with my husband at night. Even when I initiate it, he clearly does it reluctantly. No matter how much I try to give him a blowjob, he never gets hard and we always end up stopping halfway through, so I just have to jerk him off. My relationship with my husband isn't bad, and I have no complaints in daily life. But thinking about the future, that I'll have to hold back from sex forever, made me feel lonely and like I'm done as a woman. For one last time, intending to finish a lifetime's worth of sex in a single day, I posted on some bulletin board…
